Through the Looking Glass....*EDIT*

"The horror of that moment," the King went on, "I shall never, never forget!" "You will, though," the Queen said, "if you don't make a memorandum of it.
~Lewis Carroll, Through the Looking Glass, 1872


There are very many people in the medical world that say keeping a journal is unhealthy. One undoubtly writes down things that bother them, things that one would have forgotten had he/ she not written it down. Then the person re-reads what they wrote, and with every word, re-lives the often painful episode. Are we perhaps better off not remembering out pain?

Just when you think your friends are the best, that they love you for you, and you wouldn't be able to live without them. They do something so shocking that makes you doubt everything. If one girl could ever break another girls heart (not in THAT way), it was done to me last night.

Nights are always the worst for me.

"Can't you see my heart is broken on the inside, where, where has it gone?"
"How I wish someone would be my friend, and respect me for the way I am,
together we would laugh and share, if only somebody would care."

-----Marvelous Middos Machine

Never thought I'd be taking comfort from a kids tape song, but that it exactly how I felt last night.

I feel like a fool. I'll be learning from this "mistake."